The dream legs itchy eyes hurt me terribly but the heart keeps me awake, my life not being easy at all, as I thought it was about 3 weeks ago.
Today everything is different for several days, my mother as I said in my last entry in the hospital in ICU room "intensive care unit" and my whole life got in STOP quisas quisas deamatizo exaggerating as many say they do but I swear my life is not been the same and that she needed.
My mother despite the fact that the two fought a lot [nearly every day] is the person I love most in this world no one else! you can beat my mother in spite of everything that you always tell me short head hurts when I say that despite everything I swear she is the love of my life and today is in a strange bed prisoner of tubes and medicines GREEN to keep those numbers that make my world wobble when placed in Red . Today
espereo good news this time I hope that is not getting worse hope that x-rays go right, but anything can happen .. Today for the first time since k we need to talk to me in English, my language is the explanation for to assimilate the information.
A suction tube hole worse .. are words that I stagger to collapse together, I'm not so hard to accept that x-rays show a positive wings bad news.
not do not think not .. no, look at the faces of the doctors and nurses and others appear to have a nice smile but out of my view as they see their worried faces and praying as I do that the news is good from the x-ray
I still can not explain that to me pass the crisis stronger, and my own for that? I do not understand, do not know if that makes me stronger or break me easier.
- and that's bad?
- if the experts say what we think, yes yes bad
's all I remember of what I just said.
today more than ever need to believe and have FAITH
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